twilight

i love edward!

SO SWEET...


oh well, i was able to watch the movie before i was able to read the book.

thanks to jonathan who gave me a treat! ;)

well, i am now down in reading the twilight book, tnx to mariel. oh well, i am really on a tight budget right now that's why i can't buy teh books yet.

again...tnx to e-books.. ;)

i have my target on completing the 4 books next year, probbly next summer, when i have a job again..

oh well, the movie is great! the book is great!

it's been a long time

wow!

i really can't remmeber when was the last time i posted something in here.

well, i don't have a plan in postin g today, but i can't do anything while i wait that all the songs that i am downloading right now be done.

well i still have a lot of songs to search .. ;) and i think i will have a long post for th is day.

well, 5 days to go and it's already CHRISTMAS!

yeah! ;)

last night, i just received my gift from my special someone, it's a mug with personalize pictures. It has different pictures of me with my special someone. thanks jonathan. you are so sweet. ;) i really love his gif t. and the thought of him going to my house just to give the gift last night is really making me kilig! ;) wwweeeee... ;)

oh well.. i was not abl e to buy my new clothes pa, maybe next year na lang. I think all the good stuffs in malls and even in divisoria are u bos na. I don 't want it naman na napagpilian na yung mga mabibili ko.

well m y mom already gave me a pair of pants and a nice shirt, tnx to her. and that is not yet my gift! hehehe... ;)

well, i don't have my gifts pa to some of my friends. well,..yung iba natreat ko na, but feeling ko, di pa rin ako satisfied, pag nagbibigay kasi ako ng gift, gusto ko yun g useful talaga.

hmmm...last tuesday was our la st day in school for this year, i planned to tell my mom na hanggang 19 pa kami, sayang naman kasi ang baon ..hihihi...pero tinamad na rin ako umalis ng bahay...kaya wag na lang, tsaka magagastos ko lang din naman yung baon ko sa kagagala. edi wala rin. infairness , okei naman ang last day ko...tn x to ruel.. ;)

last monday, the girls and i decided to eat something. ang hirap talaga pag alam mong may pera ka, mapapagastos ka..wala pa naman akong con trol. hihihi... we ate in fren ch baker, i really love their lasagna...yumyum! ;) and then i bought something for th e girls, one dozen ng krispy kreme, sila naman yung nag bayad nung half, ..;) i really enjoyed the day.. ;{) tnx gurls!

at ayun na nga...anu pa b a ??

uhm...last friday, but i really can't remember kung kilan yun.... basta , nag-bonding kami ni yhel, tnx sa sbarro ang dq....oh well, we have to check our diet... ;)

wattaday part 2...

and that was it!
after a long time i am here na, going to continue my post last time...geez.. ;0
well after that incedent, ruel and i arrived at the shaw atation safely, thank God! well...i was just do haggard and exhausted because the mrt's aircon is broken! can you imagine that...inside the train with all the people and heat! darn it!
oh well, we ate at a food stall in mrt i tried to eat a lot because i know that our day is still long. i am so sorry to the foodstall but i don't know, i already eat a lot but till, i can't feel that i'm already full. don't know why... geez.. ;)
mikael came from his commercial shoot. thanks to the pizza kael! ;) yumyum!
after that w headed to the police station under the flyover in front of shang. And experience a lot of things! hehehe.. well we must be thankful because policemen are so accomosating, providing us all the information that we need. Less hasle to us. After that we alredy ride the bus going to Camp Crame. This is the climax.. ;0
We told the conductor that we are headed to camp crame. HE shouted when the bus id already there. Ruel got of the bus first then sonny when i am already going down, the door closed! i told the driver that we are still going to got off the bus, the driver told us that the mmda has a timer and they have to follow it!i thought the bus id just going to fix the bus where we can git off, but it didn't! it continue to run until we reach......cubao!!!!!omg! im so pissed! i mean WE are so pissed! we don't have a choice! we have to walk until we reach camp crame again! with my heels on take note of that.! hahahah!
well, we reached Camp crame safely. picture taking and ofcourse, we were able to get all the materials that we need. ;)
then again we went to another police atation before we go ti cubao to get something to eat. thanks again to kael who treated us.. ;)
that's it!
well, theday is very tiring but it's worth it! ;)

wattaday! part 1

Ruel, RJ, Sonny, Lady,Mikael and I had a tiring but wonderful day today... Wanna know why? Well that's the reason why i'm making this post... ;)

We have to go to different places to gather some "sources" or "materials" to be able to write a news article in our Broadcast Journalism subject.

Last Tuesday ruel,sonny,rj and I decided to meet up at 8am in LRT legarda station the next day to start the tough job early. But at the end of the day, sonny texted me that mikael and lady will be joinning us. I texted them that we might see some press releases of the senate, malacañang, office of the ombudsman in the internet. Just to lessen the places that we have to visit the next day, i told them that i'm going to check on the net if we can find press realeses. We decided to meet each other at 10am the next day.

Thank God we can find press releases on the internet...cause if not... ;)


We went to the first Police station...the WEST part..we failed! damn it! we were not able to get a police blotter. The Police officer told us that we should go to the police station in Sta. mesa...geeez! it's the nearest staion to us!

Next...we went to SOUTH...riding the jeep and the LRT1..we went to pasay...and again thank God we were able to get police blotter...one down. I suggested that we go to MOA to eat our lunch,since it's the nearest place I know. They said that we should go to Mandaluyong and just eat there since there's a lot of mall out there and it's the next place to go because it's the EAST place.

hey! I forgot to say..Kael is not yet with us.

We ride the mrt...and the line in the ticket booth is like a line of a blockbuster film..as always. I wanted to take the bus but it's traffic. After we bought the the ticket, ruel and I found out that Rj is not with us. I saw that sonny and lady are together. Ruel said that we should wait for rj...ofcourse we should. ;) after 10 minutes of waiting sonny texted us that they are already in the train I told him that rj is missing. Sonny replyed.."kayo ang nawawala!" funny right?

geeeezz...i'm really tired..I don't think that I could still finish this one. Maybe I'll just continue this tomorow.. ;)

I still want a church wedding!

1. How old are you?
> 18

2. Are you single or in a relationship
> It's really complicated!

3. In what age do you think you’ll getmarried?
> I hope..at the age of 25

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying theperson you are with now?
> i don't know... ;)

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
> someone responsible.. ;)
6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding,or the traditional church wedding?
> i want a shurch wedding!

8. Where do you plan to go on ahoneymoon?
> anywhere romantic! eer! ;)

9. How many guests do you think you’llinvite?
> i want all those people who are just close to me..and ofcourse to my husband to be.. ;)

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding?
> i want it to be simple as possible..but uber romantic!! ;)

11. Do you want the traditional vowsor something you’d make up on your own?
> i want to make my own vow.. ;)

12. How many layer of cake do you wantto have?
> 5 layers would be great! ;) then..white lang..hihihi!

13. ?
(... so we're already evading the omenous number hah? survey pa lang yan?! hahahah,,)

14 . When do you want to get married,evening or morning?
> morning..4am.. ;) para mahaba ang celebration!

15. You'd rather have your receptionoutdoors or indoors?
> indoors!

17. How do you like your groom/bride enter?
> traditional..alangan namang naka-harness pa yung groom ko diba? kaloka!

18. Name the song/tune you’d likeplayed at your wedding:
> my destiny..weee.. ;)

19. Are you a morning person or anight person?
> NOCTURNAL ako!

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or alight one?
> combi.. ;)

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife?
> TAO! hehehe... ;) someone like my father.. ;')

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork?
> normal way..mas comfy.. ;)

23. Champagne or red wine?
> red wine.. ;)

24. Honeymoon right after the weddingor days after the wedding?
> right away! wahahaha!

MeMoRies ;)

Last Tuesday, I decided to meet up with My Elementary friends...

Okei..Wala ako sa mood na mag-english all the way, magtiis kayong magbasa ng taglish na blog! hihihihi! Oh well! I am really happy that day! Though 7 lang kaming pumunta. NAg-plan na kasi kami ng reunion dato pa, and hindi pa naman talaga nung Tueasday ang mismong araw ng reunion. We just meet up with each other para ifinalize ang mga dapat ipripare.

I must admit, na-miss ko talaga ang mga Elemenentary friends ko. Well...except for Jonathan na kasama ko last sunday..

Ilang years ko din silang hindi nakita..kahit na nga si Daphne ne friendly kapit bahay ko lang...hihihi...

Laugtrip talaga kami..salamat sa powers ni gretch! heheheh..Xempre and mga loveteam nung Elelmentary days ay hindi pa rin nalilimutan. Medyo na-shy nga ako..medyo lang naman dahil hindi lang isa ang na-link sa akin! tamang 6 sila diba? Oh well..si Crystal din naman, madaming na-link.

I am uber excited na sa aming reunion this coming Saturday! How I wish na maraming dumating! Magdadala pa naman ako ng two-whole chicken! wahahah! ;')

Sana makasama din yung mga classmates namin na may anak na, I want to see the kids!

Basta! Excited na talaga ako! ;'')

BoRed..

Q: A special friend whose name starts with 'S'
A: Sonny..

Q: 6th person on your featured friends?
A: Muhur..

Q: What did your last message say?
A: uhm..secret..it's from franz..hihihi ;)

Q: How many times has your profilebeen viewed?
A: 139? from oct. 1

Q: What's your shout out?
A: "gotta say it's over"

Q: Current mood
A: HAPPY! super!

Q: What did you do last night?
A: read a book..text...talked to someone over the phone..

Q: What's the word you say a lot?
A: "f*ck u!" "sorry"

Q: What is the last thing you drank?
A: water

Q: What was the first thing you said to someone this mOrning and who was it?
A: "good morning lola!"

Q: Do you watch TV?
A: nah...i don't have television..choz! ofcourse!

Q: What should you be doing right now?
A: sleeping...heheh..callisng my students..

Q: Do you believe in love at firstsight?
A:a big NO!

Q: Are you a heavy sleeper?
A: a big YES!

Q: Last time you used a skateboard?
A: never tried..

Q: Best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
A: mirrors..

Q: Whats your favorite form of travel?
A: land? hihihi..

Q: Next place you'll go?
A: home.. ;)

Q: Next movie you want to see:
A: the strangers, nights in rhodante..weeee..

Q: car you want to have?:
A: i have to learn how to drive first... ;)

Q: Next time you're going out?:
A: this comming saturday..yeah!

Q: Next thing you're going to savemoney for:
A: digital camera...

Q: Next time that you will drink alcohol:
A: maybe on saturday! hihihi.. ;)

Q: Next place you'll take vacation:
A: hmmm...i hope..in baguio.. ;)

Inlove??

maybe..
i'm not yet sure of what I really feel towards this guy...
but i am pretty sure that i am really happy being with him..
i know he love's me..hmmm...i hope i am sure about that thing..
but again, i am sure that he is happy with me..
We are happy together..I guess..we just have to enjoy whatever we are sharing right now with each other..

I am a human being:by mind and by heart...

I really don't know how to start this one. I guess I am just really pissed with a lot of things and a certain group af ANIMALS! I have to let this out!
Yah..I'm a nice person, lots of people already told me that. But still, the fact remains that I can't please everybody.
I really just can't imagine why do this "animals" act that way. I, I mean, we, call them animals because of their attitude towards other people!
They are ugly! Both face and Attitude! Damn! I don't want to be like them! But I am just really pissed! They are already saying a lot of things against me! I know I have done someting wrong before,I know my faults! But why do they have to humiliate me!
Anyway..thanks to my classmates whom I consider as my friends. They never let me down.
Anyway, I will just let them do whatever they want to do, let them say what they want to say. I'll just keep my mouth shut!
I am just really thankful that I AM NOT LIKE THEM!

I should be careful...

I already chose between this twoo guys who made me confuse for how many weeks.

It's a relief. Really. But I have this fear in me. I am afraid that the one I chose is a very dangerous guy. (hahaha!)

I am not really afraid of him, I am afraid of the mere fact that we have the same attitude towards our last relationship. We have this attitude of being a flirt, flirting with two or more guys in my case.

I really don't want to have a karma.

I already hurt a lot of guys. That is why I am thinking or maybe just being paranoid that this guys will bring the karma to me.

I am not yet sure if I love this guy. I am just having fun, but I have this feeling that I want to take him seriously.


I have to be careful...



Really careful...

Flirt??? Nah!!!!

Can somebody please tell me what's wrong with flirting?

Ok..I am aware of this impression to a girl who flirts with a guy. It is not decent in the eyes of who ever might see you treating a guy so sweet when the he is not even your boyfriend. It's as if your committing a deadly sin when you flirt. But sorry for those who are moralst, for me, flirting is not a crime!

I know that I am a flirt, but I am not a slut! Take note of that, it's two different things! Lots of girls are accusing me of being such a flirt, and I do admit to that fact. I am not proud of being one, but I am just being honest. I mean, why would I have to wear a mask of a girl who is so nice and smiles very sweet in a shy way when I laugh loud everytime there is something funny? Why would I pretend to be that type of girl who avoids guys when in fact I enjoys spending time and having fun with them. Why would I curse guys when in fact I have a lot of guy friends? I am not a Plastic! And if a person would hate me for being like, I don't care!

Oh well, I wrote this one because I was so pissed! So pissed to a girl who's always telling me that I am a flirt as if she's not! Atleast I know my limit. I don't flirt with guys who already has his responsibility. Evrybody knows what I mean. I am after those guys who are definitely single and available. just like me.

At the end of the day..I am still the kind of girl who looks for a guy who is into serious relationship like me.

There is nothing wrong in flirting. Period. ;)

I HATE HIM!!!!!

Why is he so maarte!!

Is he maarte or he is just busy doing a lot of stuffs!

I hate it!

I must say...fling is not just someone that you are having fun with...

i have to be CAREFULL....really CAREFULL...


I'm falling...damn!!!


This can't be happening!!


Looser me!!!

Tsk!!

I'm tired...

This entry will be very wierd for some of you.

I want to end this!!

I don't like this!!

But I can't do nothing but to cry...


I lost my cellphone yesterday...and now I think I am going to let go of something, and I hate that!!


I wanna do something!!


But I don't know what...

I don't know why...


I don't know HOW...


God please help me...I know your the only one who could help me...Dear God please..



I'm loosing my grip to my self!!



Don't want this to happen...




I really don't want it!!



HELP!!!




I wanna cry...



I just wanted to be happy...




TO BE HAPPY....

pLease..wake me up when september ends....

geeez...i thought the only one who hates this months is my dear friend. I don't have any reasons to hate this month. Actually I even love it when september is here..it only means two things: It's my fathers birthday month and it's the start of Christmas.!!

But this morning, something happened that is really shocking. Something that gives me reason to hate this month.

I am on my way to the university. I have my bag on my lap. I was facing the window and a lot of things are playing into my mind. I have to do a lot of things today. My schedule is a jampack! Suddenly, half way going to school there are three guys who went inside the jeepney. I pay them no attention. The hell I care about them. I just noticed that they are all wearing white shirts. One of the guys sat beside me and I got nervous bacause I smelled that he is drunk. After a few minutes the lady in front of me told me that the guy spitted and all he's saliva is on my hair!! Gross right! But I just hope that that was the only thing that happened. I did not expect that worse is yet to come. Because I was so pissed removing those freaking saliva of the "old" man, I didn't notice that the other guy is getting something from my bag.

I went down because I can't take the situation. It's too late before I found out that my beloved phone is not in my bag anymore.

I really don't know what to do. Good thing I wasn't able to curse those man who got my phone.

An old man told me while I am cleaning my hair that I should not get mad to those guys, I should not curse them,instead I should pray for them.

"Whatever the devil got from you, the Lord will give you something better"

That was the exact word of the weird man to me.

Maybe he is right. Atleast I don't have to do such things just to have money.

Good thing, I am working right now, I am earning my own money and in time I am going to buy my new cellphone. Better than my 5200. hahahah!!

The only thing that makes me sad is the thought that it was a gift to my mom, and my mom gave that phone to me during my debut bacause I really want the model.

Bless those people who get my phone.

My dear friend is right, maybe I should not hate the whole month of September, just the this exact day of September.